And to this end, I wish to keep on going. I need to gather momentum and keep on doing what I do without caring about what other people may or may or may not thing. I just gotta do!
It’s going to be difficult not getting stuck in the mud, but we’re going to be going so fast that we can’t let ourselves be encumbered by things like that.
It’ll be a fight, but it’ll be easier to keep on swinging once you already have a pattern. I want things that happen to be side effects of my continuous action rather than goals themselves.
I worry about money, a lot, and to a certain extent, am a prisoner of poverty, as are a lot of folks I know.
I feel everything about this, and can only imagine how Biggie must have felt after he made it, and what the change in lifestyle brought. No lie, it’s really gripping.
Kristen Mcmenamy by Tim Walker for W Magazine December 2013 ❤️
This is sort of scary. I’ll file this under “horror-mermaid”
Real talk: Part of being depressed is convincing yourself that you’ll never get another opportunity have sex again. How can we lie to ourselves like that? Because I’ve kind of been there lately.
Told you I was being candid.
All I do when I drive around listening to mixes is think about making my own.
I’m completely serious
My Equipment is fucked up and has been for a year now. This summer, I worked in OC the whole time and was just never home.
I just paid off a very large traffic ticket I got this summer. Now to pay off a library fine before I can get the turntables fixed, ugh. I wonder if I’m just making excuses. Part of me thinks I am.
Finally, local parties are being thrown. Good ones. It lights a bit of a fire under my ass to get a move-on with this stuff. I mean.
….I have the ear of a dj, I have the ideas of one.
I am an absolute fucking nerd about dance music. Hands down.
when it comes to execution.. sitting down and mixing something. I don’t know what the problem is. It’s very frustrating.
I think I should seriously should go drill-sargeant and myself sometimes “2 hours of mix practice” “3 hours of studying”… etc. I don’t know how other people do it.